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John Bafford's Poems Page

I've never liked poems, probabally because when some teacher at school forces them on you, they're the most dull and boring things in the world. Poems have always hell for me to interpret. I tend to prefer things in a clear and logical manner, rather than something cryptic like a poem.

However, there comes a time in everyone's life when logic and order cease to exist, and you're left with raw emotions. Emotions that will literally rip you apart unless you have some channel for funneling them away. Even then, that's often not enough.

That said, January 1998 - January 1999 was the worst year of my life, an emotional roller coaster that caused me untold pain and anguish. The first 19 poems are the result. Fortunately, I've mostly recovered since then.

The two poems that do not have links to them have been deemed "too personal" for public consumption. I may actually put them up eventually. The poems are numbered in the order they were written, but are grouped based on the person they were written for.

For C
1 A Friendship 5/10/1998
16 Sleep IV: Blame 11/18/1998
17 Endgame 12/7/1998
19 Sleep V: Forgiven 1/15/1999
For A
2 Love 6/28/1998
3 Why? 8/13/1998
4 Sleep 8/26/1998
5 Shadows 8/29/1998
6 Reality 9/5/1998
7 A Lifetime Ago 9/9/1998
8 Parachute 9/10/1998
9 No Hate 9/11/1998
10 Sleep II 9/13/1998
11 Masks 9/17/1998
12 How? 9/24/1998
13 Sleep III: Vision 9/28/1998
14 Lost 9/29/1998
15 Hurt 10/13/1998
18 Thank You 12/24/1998
21 Now What? 4/15/1999
Inspired by Danielle
20 Ant 4/10/1999

For ...
22 Sleep VI: Fear and Confusion 6/18/1999

For E
23 Gifts 11/21/2000
24 Angel Memories 7/29/2001

Miscellaneous
25 Crossroads 1/3/2004


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