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You said I have a strong grasp of the obvious.
You seem sure of that.
I've said I have a strong grasp of the obvious.
But I'm not sure sure of that.
I've started to lose my grasp of reality.
I can no longer see what's really there.
I've lost my grasp of reality.
Of that, I am absolutely sure.
I'm blinded by your kindness.
I'm blinded by your love.
I'm blinded by your beauty.
I'm blinded by everything about you.
I'm sure I love you.
That much seems obvious.
How else can I explain my actions?
How else can I explain my thoughts?
You love him, and he loves you.
That much seems obvious.
How else can I explain your actions?
How else can I explain his actions?
Yet I refuse to believe reality.
I think there's still a chance for me.
You have become the most important thing in my world.
And my heart is busy digging its own grave.
I want you.
I need you.
And though my heart is sending out an S.O.S.,
You can't seem to hear.
What am I to do?
I don't want to give up.
I can't give up. I won't give up.
But am I just delusional?
Every day, I feel more and more empty.
Every day, I feel more and more jealous.
Every day, my grasp of reality lessens.
Every day, my grasp of the obvious loosens.
I don't know what to do.
That is the only remaining thing that's obvious.
My love for you seems to be
the only thing that keeps me going.
Please help me for I know not what to do.
I'm afraid of what I might do.
You are my anchor, my strength, my lifeline.
And I'm afraid of the burden I'm placing on you.
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